long rambles

Argghh. I want to scrap so bad, but my printer is not cooperating. Word is broken (i think it expired and now we have to buy it) so i can't type a journal page i so badly want to do. Computers are so frustrating when they don't work. So this week has been good so far. feeling great. much better. My house is all pretty and clean. we are probably moving soon. Off to Wetaskiwin most likely. should be fun. im quite excited, if for nothing else, to get out of this apartment. no more apartments (hopefully never!). Last night, i taught my aquafit class and after I met the nicest lady. I wish i got her name and number! We talked for about 15 minutes. she has a 5 month old boy. he was such a doll. His name was Brett. I held him so she could get changed. She usually comes swimming with her sister and her baby about the same age and they take turns holding the little ones, while the other changes. She was telling me how difficult things can be when you have a baby. Like grocery shopping. I was like....ok, how do you do that. I said i was 5 months pregnant and she just stared at my stomach. She is like, yeah right, you do not look 5 months pregnant! (ya, i know....its cause its going else where! ha!) Anyway, she was telling me all about it and man, i am so not sure how this is going to work. I guess it won't! I won't have a vehicle all day while Brian is at work. hopefully i live close to a work out center so i can at least get out and walk there with my baby to go swimming. Anyway. This is crazy! I have 4 months of pregnancy left. thats not a lot, really. when you think about it. Look back 4 months, it probably flew by. This will too, then i will have a son or a daughter, and life will totally change. I just have so many emotions. I truly am so excited to do this, as well as impatient, scared, worried, nervous, anxious, amazed, and overall blown away by this stage of my life. I am going to have a baby. Im not sure its totally hit me, which makes me more curious to how i will react once it actually does come. I'll probably be like, ok, this is nice, now you are crying...go to your mom. oh wait. darn. hmmm. strange and scary stuff. Did anyone else feel like this for your first (or more) baby? the feelings, hormones and emotions are all over the place.
anyway, this is a pretty random and draining post. I guess it was brought on because my sister in law is in labour now. 8 weeks early. she is going to have another baby soon. whether its very soon or it stays put for 8 weeks. just got me thinking, that will be me soon. seems so far away, yet so close. ahhh. life.